想你

从来没想过
没有你的日子
与我作伴的只是寂寞
没有你的笑声
围绕着我的只是孤单

我总是以为

没有你在身边

我可以过得很好

没有你的唠叨

我不会那么烦恼

我总是以为

你不在身边
我能够不想念你
我能选择洒脱
度过没你的日子

当我越想忘记你

你的脸庞越清晰

当我越想见到你

我却越来越思念

没你的日子
我细细品尝思念的苦涩

我只能够静静地等待着
见你的那天

男生要的...

01）你哭就是在威胁我。
02）我不会每秒都想着你，你要接受这个事实。
03）我见到漂亮的女孩一定会看，这是男人的天性。
04）我喜欢***，我是有性幻想的。
05）女孩子的胸部太大或胸罩太硬都很吓人。
06）我不说话不代表我不爱你。
07）你最好要有自己的目标和理想。
08）你穿什么都好看，真的（因为我未必会留意）。
09）不要老问我你漂不漂亮。
10）我对你用什么化妆品和护肤品没兴趣。
11）不要逼我涂润唇膏。
12）不要期待我会在上班或上课时打电话或者发短信给你。
13）很多时候回答Yes或No就够了，不必说太多。
14）不要回答我：＂我不知道，你决定好了！＂。
15）如果你天天都因为我而心情起伏不定，拜托你去看医生。
16）如果我说的话让你觉得是双关语，其中一个语意令你很伤心，其实我想表达的是另一个意思。
17）不要无病呻吟，你最好记取＂狼来了＂的教训。
18）你最好一开始就告诉我你要我帮你做什么，或者怎样可以做好，不要一边叫我帮你，一边教我该怎么做。
19）12岁以下的女孩才有权装可爱。
20）可以的话，麻烦你自己去换麦当劳的娃娃。
21）你的包包可不可以别再挂叮叮当当的饰物和布娃娃。
22）你可不可以不要跟我讨论电视剧和Hello Kitty。
23）拜托你不要叫我帮你拿包包。
24）不要批评我的兄弟朋友。
25）不要整天对我说＂我的朋友说……＂你的朋友关我什么事。
26）尽量不要把我们交往的细节毫无保留的告诉你的朋友，我也想有隐私权。
27）除了我，你还有其他的兴趣和嗜好吗？
28）有没有一样运动是你所擅长的？
29）你可以不会玩游戏，但你最好别阻止我玩游戏。
30）我不用减肥，所以不要阻止我吃垃圾食物。
31）不要要求我做道明寺。
32）温柔不等于依赖，你可以温柔，但不要太依赖我。
33）爽朗不等于没礼貌。
34）装模作样?不等于高贵。
35）没主见不等于尊重我。
36）别磨练我的耐性，迟到不等于很多人追你（你行情很好），所以我们约会你不要再迟到了。

37）你打扮得太夸张跟我去逛街，我会怕。
38）不要偷偷在我的文件或功课上贴可爱的贴纸。
39）虽然我不一定看得到，但你的内衣最好光鲜干净。
40）你最好不要天天做超过尺度的最时髦打扮。
41）除非必要，不用穿得太性感。
42）你是不是任何时候任何场合都需要化妆？
43）不要一天到晚说你要减肥。
44）不要在公共场合怪叫或大惊小怪。
45）不要查我的手机短信记录。
46）我也会有我合得来的女性朋友。
47）我不想知道你跟你前男友的事。
48）你最好也别想知道我和前女友的事。
49）我想说＂我爱你＂的时候我自然会说。


zzzz。。。。这就是男生想要的吗？？

Rose=Love?

The rose that you gave to me at CH. Haha. Quite happy although it's not the 1st time i receive rose from boy.

Sien....It is dying on the way back to Muar.

Sien...the bud die before it blossoms....haiz....

Haiz...started to wilt but still not losing it's beautiful.

Like You...

Just went to Ipoh with you a few days ago. Surprisingly, I din't bought any clothes. I don't even feel like going to window shoping at boutique shops. It's so surprise because the 1st place I will go in a shopping mall definitely would be boutique shops.Haha. I wonder if it is because of you. I feel like don't need anything when you are by my side. What I want is just to accompany you. I am so happy to watch movie with you. I realize my eyes stay at you more than screen when we are watching Star Trek. Haha.It doesn't mean that movie is not interesting. I am so happy not because of eating McFlurry. It's because you bring me to bought it although what you have to do is just driving through McD. After coming back from Ipoh, we went to cc until midnight.Haha.I like to see you when you are teaching me to play the games.Haha. You accompany me more than accompany your housemates eventhough it's they ask you to go there and play with them.
We went to Cameron Highlands on the next day. We took bus to Cameron Highlands due to some reasons. I feel happy when taking bus with you although the bus go to Ipoh makes my hair messy. Surprisingly,it doesn't annoyed me. What i know is just to enjoy the moment to be with you. I don't even wish to close my eyes when we are taking another bus to go to CH although I feel very sleepy. What I want is just enjoy hat moment. When we are walking around the shops at CH, I really don't feel like looking at anything and buying anything. Tell frankly, I do not really care where we go and what we do, what i want to do is just to be with you. It's sounds meaningless to do something without you. I am so glad that you willing to accompany me although you are so tired and not enough sleep for many days.
I am so glad that you concern me and my feeling no matter under what circumtances. I don't know whether you know it or not....I like to be with you.I can feel the tranquilness whenever you are by my side although you are quite idiot sometimes..hehe...I like your stupid jokes,your voice,your characters and almost everything...I like you when you sacrifice your gaming time to accompany me. I like you when seeing you are waiting me for me to finish throwing tantrum and comfort me patiently. I like you when you willing to talk to me nicely and make everything clear if anything happen. I like you when you willing to listen to me when I feel unhappy or unsatisfy. I really appreciate that you do all these to me. Tell frankly, I think you are good enough to be my boyfriend but...haiz...I think we still lack of something..I know it's my own problem. I am so scare to start a new relationship with guy after having some bad experience in previous two relationships. I lost confidence in this kind of relationship. I know myself very well. Once I fall in love with you, it's hard for me to leave you. I am so scare that you will break up with me one day. I know there is no relationships can last forever. Well, may be some of them can did it but it's really hard and quite impossible. I admit that I like you but I think it's not the right time for me to be your gf now. I really need some time to against those obstacle then only I will love you 100%. Haiz..It's only time can cure it..Btw, glad to know that you can wait.

好乱。。。

这几天，好像发生了好多事情，这些都是三言两语不能说清的。曾几何时，我多希望你会回到我身边。也许时间真的已经慢慢使我遗忘对你的感觉，虽然我不曾遗忘你对我的好，但这已不是所谓的爱。。。我讨厌你的打扰，但当我設身为你想想，是的，也许你比我还可怜。我想，我应该选择原谅。我不想弄清谁对谁错，这一切真的已不再重要。。。或许，真相会让你我更加狼狈，难堪。。
后来，另一个人闯进了我的生活。曾经，我多么希望能成为你的家人，心里清楚现在已不可能了。我恨，恨你对我的好，对我的爱，恨你对我的一切。。。。还以为你一片真心，但我想是我错了，也许这只是我一厢情愿罢了。不管你说了什么，做了什么，我只能说很失望也很伤心，你是一个会在我背后做小动作的人。。难道这就是你所谓的爱？設身为你想想，也许你真的比我还可怜。我想，我也应该选择原谅。
我恨，真的好恨不能相信的感觉。我多么希望我能选择相信，但事实已证明我不能相信你们。我想遗忘，遗忘这一切，那我们以后见面时也不会那么难堪。。或许，我们不会再遇见彼此。。。我强烈的感觉到，我已很难再相信，即使面对我爱的人，也不例外。。我真的不懂，这还算不算爱。。。没有信任的感情，能维持多久。。我不敢想，也不想懂。。

小小的幸福

我早已懂得
说我傻说我笨
是想掩饰对我的爱

不曾告诉你
和你笑和你疯
也是种小小的幸福

我并不在乎
你不是王子 没有白马
好开心
你愿意背我走到最后

好想和你说
我只想拥有 此时此刻
好不好
别改变这小小的幸福

你说的爱

你说
你会抱我 让我安心入睡
你会牵我 走遍天涯海角

你说
你会疼我 至到海枯石烂
你会爱我 至到天荒地老

以为
身在天堂 我却不曾快乐
到达终点 却失去了方向

其实
你说的爱 幸福遥不可及
你说的爱 从来不属于我
你说的爱 令我难以释怀