Yeah!I did it!!

Finally, cost accounting exam is over.Haha... Luckily, I have enough time to finish all the questions, some of my friend don't even have enough time to answer the questions.I not sure whether all my answer is correct but I think I can at least score B+...Quite suprising that I can answer all the question (of course it is not 100% correct but at least I didn't leave it blank). Thanks God, thanks for helping me..I appreciate it more than what I can express ...Well, have to continue doing revision for next subject..Hope can do well too....

cost accounting...haiz...

Tomorrow have to sit for cost accounting paper....haiz..To me, this subject is quite hard. Haiz...So worry now...so scare...I afraid that i couldn't score well....I not dare to say that I put 100% effort in it but I really put a lot of effort to understand almost everything about it...Hope my effort will be paid off...Haiz...May God bless me..I wanna score at least B+ for this subject and another subject-Fundametal of Finance only I can maintain my cgpa above 3. Haiz...It's seems like quite impossible but I must tell myself I M POSSIBLE!! Have to continue my revision now...zzzzz.....

想你

没有你的夜里，我是多么的孤单，每分每秒都想念着你。有时候，人总是有那么一点点的勇敢，而时间总会抹去我那一点点的勇气。乘我那一点点的勇敢还没被时间抹尽，我想真心的对你说，我想你，我真的真的好想你。。。。

你不懂我

我的眼睛
看不透你
爱我的心
不懂我复杂的情
你给的幸福
让我窒息
温暖手心
我不想紧握
宽厚肩膀
我不想停留



P/S: 献给不懂我的你。。。

I need an aircon!

Shit! It's so hot here! Why Kampar's wheather so hot especially at night?! I can't even sleep well at night! I keep sweating like just came out from swimming pool when sleeping! Shit! Really angry! I didn't sleep well for many nights already! So tired! My temper become worse! A small matter can easily annoy me!Shit! I really dunno why the room fixed with aircon but the management not allow us to use! So funny! Got aircon but cannot use! They thought we won't feel hot by just looking at the stupid aircon?! I also don't know what's wrong with the stupid fan. It come out with hot wind only! Shit! I am so angry! Everything in Kampar like hell!!Shit Kampar!Hate Kampar more and more!

什么样的选择？什么样的人生？

站在十字路口的你会做怎样的选择？
在十字路口前的我，面对四条截然不同的路，我该往哪条前进？以下是我对四条路的分析及看法。
路A分析如下：它就像T字天桥，站在伸展台的模特儿会受到观众的瞩目，投来的会是羡慕的眼光。也许选择这条路才最实际，因为现在的社会钱不是万能，但没钱就万万不能。选择这条路的将会在名与利之间周旋，物质上的富足往往不能满足他们的虚荣心，他们勾心斗角为了得到更多，到最后连自己为了什么而忙都不知道。有时他们会觉得自己缺少了什么，但又不能具体地说出是什么。其实，他们少了心灵上的沟通及默契，因为物质的享受并不能弥补这心灵上的缺口。少了一个和你志趣相投的人，这一路将会走得很孤独，很寂寞。。
路B分析如下：它就像普通的道路，不论到什么地方都会看到它。这种路虽然平平无奇，但你每天都必须经过它。也许就是这种平凡，让你觉得有安全感。在这条路上有个让你觉得熟悉及心安的人和你同行，你会在他身上找到心灵上的契合，也就是这种默契让你们在生活上达成共识。一样的兴趣，一样的品味，将会造就一个不一样的生活。虽然生活不见得很富裕，但你们分享一切，这种肩并肩的生活形式让你找到精神上的依靠及心灵上的依归。平行线也许不会有交会的一天，但也就是因为如此，两条一致的线才能用永远平行。。。人未尝不是因为这样才能白头偕老呢？
路C分析如下：它就像高速公路，优点是能让你快速驾驶及不会堵车，缺点是随时被快速奔驰而来的车辆撞到粉身碎骨。它是你曾经走过的某条路，也许走回同样的路是最安全的，它有你熟悉的一切，你也已经习惯了它的种种包括优缺点。如果你想要得到快乐，你必须学会一厢情愿，因为让你幸福快乐的一切都是你一厢情愿的想法。你也许觉得很快乐，很幸福，但事实未必如此。你觉得快乐，是因为你一厢情愿的相信那路上还会有曾经让你觉得幸福的一切。事实上，那些全都已不存在，是回忆让你一厢情愿的认为曾经有过的一切又失而复得。在这种路上，要有随时被另一辆迎面而来的车辆撞得粉身碎骨的心理准备。
路D分析如下：完全是个未知数，没得分析，没得猜测。也许综合了以上三种，也许它什么也不是。
好贪心，我希望我能走综合了A，B，C的路。。我也希望走错路能够回头，但应该都只是能偶尔想想而已。现实就只能选一种，贪心又不知道自己要什么的我应该做何选择？

红豆。。

有时候选择留恋，并不为什么，而是已习惯。。。就像不舍得把臭臭丢了换新的抱枕，并没有什么理由，而是已习惯了。。习惯了抱着那臭臭的感觉。。习惯了它的味道。。。虽然它不是新的，也不见得是最好的，但就是令人不愿割舍。。。它就像忠实的听众，当你把它抱在怀里，就像无声的对它述说着你的点点滴滴。。。当你哭泣，它从不嫌弃你的眼泪。。。它一直默默地陪在你身边，静静地陪你度过无数个寂寞的夜晚。。

还没好好的感受
雪花绽放的气候
我们一起颤抖
会更明白什么是温柔
还没跟你牵着手
走过荒芜的沙丘
可能从此以后学会珍惜
天长和地久
有时候有时候
我会相信一切有尽头
相聚离开都有时候
没有什么会永垂不朽
可是我有时候
宁愿选择留恋不放手
等到风景都看透
也许你会陪我看细水长流


还没为你把红豆
熬成缠绵的伤口
然后一起分享
会更明白相思的哀愁
还没好好的感受
醒着亲吻的温柔
可能在我左右
你才追求孤独的自由
有时候有时候
我会相信一切有尽头
相聚离开都有时候
没有什么会永垂不朽
可是我有时候
宁愿选择留恋不放手
等到风景都看透
也许你会陪我看细水长流
有时候有时候
我会相信一切有尽头
相聚离开都有时候
没有什么会永垂不朽
可是我有时候
宁愿选择留恋不放手
等到风景都看透
也许你会陪我看细水长流

这首歌是王菲的红豆，我很同意一切有尽头，世上的确是没什么是永垂不朽，即使是人与人的感情也不例外。。但有时候我宁愿选择留恋已逝去的感情。。。我不放手，不接受改变。。没有特殊理由。。。只因已习惯。。。

无奈。。。

为什么？为什么人生的路有那么多阻碍？难道人生的路就不能永远平顺没阻阻碍吗？我不想走也懒得走了。。。难道人生注定无奈？不无奈，没阻碍，没痛苦就不是人生了吗？厌倦的人能说放弃。。甚至是弃权不玩了吗？？？我有弃权的选择吗？？为什么就连选择的权利也没有？？哎。。有时候。。不是我不想。。只是没能力。。。没选择。。。这就是人生的无奈。。。我不能满足你的要求。。。更不能满足我自己。。。这就是人生该有的样子？

Honesty is the best policy?

Today's lecture class having an individual assignment. I wonder why it is called as individual assignment because at the last 15 minutes before we submit the answer having a discussion among assignment groups and we can check answers in lecture notes. Everyone must submit their answer sheet and the mark will be allocated to every members in the group for the correct answers.However, all group members' answers must be the same. Mark will not be given to every member in that group for their correct answers if one of the group member's answer is incorrect. The lecturer says that if one of the group member absent, no marks will be given to that group. One of my group member called N absent from the class and it's impossible to ask him to come on time because he is on the way from KL to Kampar. After discuss with another group member called S, we decide to tell our lecturer that N is absent. The lecturer told us that she will discuss with another lecturer about this matter. After S finished answer all the questions, he copy another set of answer for N. It seems like everything would be fine. But i think I am wrong. When I ask the lecturer whether she can give me one more copy of question paper(we must submit the answer sheet that attached with the question paper), I can tell from her expression that she is not willing to give it (I can understand this bacause this might cause her into trouble..haiz..). Then I asked her to give me the question paper again she replied me that she don't know (means that she will pretend don't know that we helped N do all those things). I am so grateful that she help us to cover all those things that we do. Not that I think it's right to do this or encourage others to do it, what we wanna do is trying to help our group member and may be we just wanna help ourselves. I know that it's wrong to do like that and it's considered as cheating. I wonder why I wil agree to help N (he asked me to help him because he knows he can't reach here on time and i agree to help him too)? I also wonder why I will do like that because it might cause our lecturer into trouble. Am I helping myself (because the lecturer said marks will not be given for that group if one of the member absent) or I am really wanna help my friend?Would I do all these for him if the lecturer did not say like that? Perhaps I will submit one more copy of answer sheet on his behalf secretly if the teacher did not say like that and I think I won't tell the lecturer that one of the group member is absent....What if I did not tell the lecturer that N is absent and submit one more copy of answer sheet on his behalf? Will the lecturer know that? I really confuse now...May be don't tell the lecturer is a better solution..I can copy one more answer for N but it's too late now...The lecturer send message to me and told me that every member in my group will be allocated mark besides N and ask me to inform him to see her during consultation hours.I feel guilty ...I agreed to help him but everything goes wrong ...What a awkward situation is it now?!
I agreed my friend, W to help him to apply motor sticker so he don't need to enter hostel area with a visitor pass and he don't need to stop at guard house waiting the guard to copy down his I/C at the night time.After filled up the application form and attached all the neccessary documents, I went to the office and submit it just now. That person in charge asked me for my father's handphone number. She wanna confirm it with my father because the motor is not register under my name or my parents' name. I cheat her that the motor is registered under my cousin's name and my cousin is from Ipoh (actually the motor is registered under W's name). I knew that I can't tell her my father's real handphone number so I tell her another friend, J's hanphone number.So, she dialled J's handphone number. Luckily, she can't get through J's number.Everything is ok but I can't answer her what is my motor plate number!!!Why am I so stupid?!In order make it real, I cheat her again! I told her that I havn't get my motor yet because my family havn't send it to me.Haiz...Then she asks me to go to apply again after I get my motor. I am really worry now...Haiz..What if she reveals me? Is it the management is going to blacklist my name? Will they call my parents?What should I do now? Should I continue to cheat the person in order to get the motor sticker or tell the person that my family is not going to send the motor to me because of some problems (Haiz...cheating again..)? How am i going to tell my friend? Should I tell him that I can't apply for him because of some procedure problems?
Haiz...Really confuse now....Why everything goes wrong? Honesty is the best policy.Is it true?

It hurts...

Will you go out with me if I don't have money?(I know this question means will I still go out with you if you don't have money to buy clothes for me!)
This question really annoyed me!! You thought that I go out with you just because of your money?! I admit that I am materialistic. I admit I am a shopaholic. However, I am not such a greedy person!When you ask me that question, I knew there is no trust between you and me...I can see our friendship is so fragile....4 years friendship...I am so disappointed in you. You doubt my personality! How can you do that?You say you love me and want me to be your gf yet you doubt my personality?!Don't you think it's ridiculous?What does friendship means?Do love really exists?
Another matter even more ridiculous!!!Someone said that he removed my messaging address from his msn contact list just because I told him that he keep disturbing me. He removed my contact so he won't disturb me and I still can send message to him! Don't you think it's ridiculous?I don't think that you will remove someone from your contact list just because you don't wanna disturb him or her!It's just an excuse! If you are not satisfy or angry with me because I have done something annoyed you, you can tell me directly or scold right in front of me. I know I don't have the right ask you not to delete my meassaging address from your contact list.However, I will definitely look down on you if you do that just because you are angry with me (I don't even know what did I do that annoyed you!!).
It's really sad to know that your friend do all those things to you. May be I am too naive. I trust my friends easily.I thought I treat them sincerely they will treat me like that too but everything proved I am wrong!!!I knew I've been a fool to trust everyone easily!!I am not going to trust anyone from now onwards!!I don't wanna get hurt anymore!!!


Once your heart get hurt, the wound will never be cured....

真正爱你的男人（第三篇）

真正爱你的男人，虽然嘴上说你小笨笨，可心里却巴不得把你抱在怀里，不再放手。 　　
真正爱你的男人，不管受到什么委屈，都不会告诉你，只想一个人默默的承担。 　　
真正爱你的男人，不管有什么开心事，第一个想到的总是你．只想看到你开心，不愿你有任何的不快．从来不会迟到，即使心力憔悴，也会准时出现，的只是不让你久等一分，生气一分，担心一分。
真正爱你的男人，心胸会很开阔，即使你把他惹生气了，也只会紧紧的抱着你，轻声的安慰你。
真正爱你的男人，即使你已气消，仍然会不顾一切的说好听的话来哄你。
真正爱你的男人，从来不强逼你陪他做他所喜爱的一切，而更心甘情愿的陪你做你所想做的一切，哪怕自己一点也不喜欢。
真正爱你的男人，总是催促你快去吃饭快睡觉，怕的只是你吃不饱睡不好。
真正爱你的男人，绝对不会做你不喜欢的事，他更加喜欢你在他身边规劝他，责骂他做错事。
真正爱你的男人，没有自己喜欢的游戏，只有你喜欢的游戏。 　　
真正爱你的男人，很清楚的明白没有你，也就没有了网络。
真正爱你的男人，总是想把你所喜欢的歌下载下来，总是想下载更多的歌，为的只想下次放给你听。
真正爱你的男人，不管你怎么挑剔，不管你怎么火爆，在他心里还是最爱你。
真正爱你的男人，会傻傻的保存的你短信，只为了感觉你的言语，感觉你的存在，感觉你的甜蜜，感觉你的心。
真正爱你的男人，会把你的相片放在手机里，为的只是每天醒来就看到你。
真正爱你的男人，只想把你做成他的桌面。
真正爱你的男人，哪怕只会一点点技能，也想为你做一个独一无二的程序，即使漏洞百出，也只想为了你开心。
真正爱你的男人，会悄悄的保存自己喜欢的东西，只因为你不喜欢。
真正爱你的男人，精神疲惫仍会和你视频，即使容貌难堪，也不顾形象，只因你想看他。 真正爱你的男人，当你为他骂人的时候，即使嘴上不喜欢你这样做，可心里却是甜滋滋的，感动无憾。
真正爱你的男人，即使认定自己正确，也只会放在心里，向你道歉。
真正爱你的男人，无论你想知道什么，无论你想问什么，都会毫无保留的告诉你。
真正爱你的男人，没有秘密。从来不会追问你不想说的事。会静静的听你说现在的一切，会爱怜的听你发牢骚，会温柔的开解你。
真正爱你的男人，会疯狂的看你推荐的电影，只为了你所看的，你所想的，只为了拉近心与心的距离。
真正爱你的男人，没收到你的短信，会空洞的看着黑板，看着老师。没收到你的回复，会忧心忡忡的担心你出事。没收到你的回复，会翻前覆后的检讨自己是否做错了什么。
真正爱你的男人，总是老不停歇的围绕在你身边，逗你说话，其实那是对你的关心。
真正爱你的男人，从不束缚你，只想你能自由自在的飞翔，只想你能幸福，哪怕他更希望那幸福是他所给的。
真正爱你的男人，会捧起艰涩难懂的书，会认真的吸收各种知识，会不可思议的爱上学习，只是为了能学到东西，只是为了有一天能把你养的白白胖胖，只是为了有一天有能力给你幸福。 真正爱你的男人，不需要你的理解，而只想理解你永远不会忘记你为他做的改变。会记得你学会炒第一道菜的兴奋。会深印你为他掉眼泪的那一刻。会憧憬着未来。永远不会看上别人，因为你早已占据了他的心。
真正爱你的男人，在你问他的爱不爱你的时候，即使口里说着山盟海誓，但心里却远觉不够。
真正爱你的男人，有时候会很笨，有时候会乱说话，只因他太爱你。会不知不觉的把自己的原则给忘记了。有一天突然发现自己变了。永远没有恨，只有爱。
那是因为 真的爱着你。

真正爱你的男人（第二篇）

如果一个男人爱你，他会很自豪的告诉他的朋友与家人你是他最爱的女人，当然并不是时时挂在嘴上，而是用一种行动去告诉别人，你是他最爱的女人！因为有了你他觉得很骄傲，无论你是不是真的很优秀 。
如果一个男人真的爱你，他会把除了工作之外的很多时间都给你，当然会偶尔和朋友去聚会，因为他想时时刻刻都看见你 。
如果一个男人真的爱你，他会毫不吝啬的给你物质上的付出（我并不是说所有的女孩子都应该物质化，这种付出是他心甘情愿的）因为他觉得他所有辛苦的努力就是为了让你过上很幸福的生活，他爱你，不想让你过的那么艰苦
如果一个男人真的爱你，他绝对不会骂你，在你很任性的时候任你发泄，当你任性过去的时候，会很委屈的说：“老婆，我又作错什么了？你可以告诉我，我一定改，千万不要生气，那样会把身体气坏的”
如果一个男人真的爱你，你会发现你和他在一起后，不经意间发现你总有很多穿不完的衣服，而此时你会发现他的裤子上有个小洞洞，他会很解嘲的说：“现在不是流行乞丐服吗？再说男人要有内涵，穿那么好干什么？”呵呵，因为他总是看见漂亮的东西就买给你。
如果一个男人真的爱你，无论你们在一起多久，都会陪你一起爬山，看海，看星星，看日落，因为他知道你渴望这样的浪漫 。
如果一个男人真的爱你，他不会留恋与网络与别的小妹眉甜言蜜语，因为对你他都有说不完的爱，哪有那心思和别人废话 。
如果一个男人真的爱你，他不会还和前女友很密切联系。
如果一个男人真的爱你，他在每天很辛苦的工作回到家的时候，会抱着你说“老婆，我回来了”他爱你，他绝对不会把不快乐带给你。
如果一个男人真的爱你，他会在清晨上班的时候，亲吻你的眼睛，满足的说：宝贝，我上班去了！”
如果一个男人真的爱你，他绝对不会忍心背叛你，无论出于什么样的动机。因为在他眼里，你是最美的,即便你不是。
如果一个男人真的爱你，他会在你故意说要离开的时候，撒娇的不和你分开，而在你真的想离开的时候，就会放你走，即便他真的不愿意放手。因为他爱你，只希望你幸福。
真正爱你的男人，平时不做家务，有了你以后，抢着做家务，但每次都把你拉在身旁看做他做。
真正爱你的男人，讨厌逛街，但会牵着你的小手往返于各大商场只为找到你所钟爱的衣服，即使在累也装作很高兴的样子，帮你参谋着那件衣服适合你的气质。
真正爱你的男人，喜欢每天和你在一起，无时无刻总是拉着你的小手放在他的掌心。
真正爱你的男人，即使工作在辛苦，在不顺心，下班回家，也会满脸笑容的跟你说话，逗你开心，你的笑容是他最好的解乏药。
真正爱你的男人，在工作闲暇之余都会电话给你，即便不方便电话也会短信给你，其实也没有什么好说的，只是告诉你他在想你，关心你。
真正爱你的男人，在每次没有收到你的回复短信时候，都会很生气的告诉你，为什么不给他会短信，为什么爱的通讯链路不是双向的。 　
真正爱你的男人，会记住你说得每一句不经意的话，而且对于你的每一次不经意的要求都会去争取悄悄实现。 　
真正爱你的男人，会留意你的每一个尺寸，给你买的任何东西都会很适合你的大小。 　
真正爱你的男人，不会要求你为了保持良好的身材，而去节食减肥，他会动情的告诉你，他喜欢丰满的老婆。 　
真正爱你的男人，无时无刻不是在用心保护你，在共汽上会留意你站的是否舒适，过马路的时候会永远站在你的左边，当遇到汽车废气时，会用手替你遮住鼻子，大声的告诉你要屏住呼吸，在他大声说话的时候，已经吸进去了两口废汽。 　
真正爱你的男人，会非常在意你的身体，你的每一次不舒服，都会心急如焚。当你痛苦的时候他会满不在乎告诉你，小事情不要害怕，自己却到处咨询如何解决问题方法。当你的脚由于穿他买的新鞋打水泡时，他会在你晚上睡着的情况下，悄悄的替你擦消炎止疼红药水。
真正爱你的男人，会时常想要你陪在他身边，你一旦离开他几天，他就会嚷着问你什么时候回来，即使他知道你回来后，他会失去自由。 　
真正爱你的男人，即使在出差的时候，也时常记得给你电话，哪怕是长途，也不会计较通话时间长短。 　 真正爱你的男人，即使知道你有很多事情隐瞒着他，也不会猜疑你的不是，私下你暗暗给自己打劲，一定要用真情化解她的不信任。 　 　
真正爱你的男人，会一次次的原谅你的不是，即使刺伤了他也会告诉自己，你是无心的。 　
真正爱你的男人，会在见不到你的那几天里，魂不守舍，对你的思念一天天的加重，在思念的日子，总是会电话给你问你何时回来，由于见不到你跟你生气，因为自己生气才能减少他对你的思念，思念的日子才不会如此难熬。 　　
真正爱你的男人，喜欢叫你为小姑娘，事事都为你操心，替你出主意，但他每次的事情都喜欢遵循你的意见，尽管你不发表任何意见。 　　
真正爱你的男人,如果你遇到这样的男人，请珍惜！！

真正爱你的男人(第一篇)

真爱你的男孩什么样?
真正爱你的男孩，总是喜欢叫你小妹妹，可每次心里感到脆弱的时候，还是会用姐姐来称呼你。
真正爱你的男孩，虽然想听你对他说“亲爱的”，其实心里更愿意听的是“你个死人，你跑到了哪里？“
真正爱你的男孩，虽然有很长一段时间他看不到你，但你会发现他的手机里保存的全是你发给他的暧昧的信息。
真正爱你的男孩，他会故意说要你给他唱歌听，其实他更喜欢的是你和他在温柔的争执的可爱的脾气。
真正爱的男孩，他嘴上虽然说不在乎你和别的男孩交往，可是每当有陌生的男人和你接触时，他会偷偷地将眉毛锁在一起，因为他在乎着你。
真正爱你的男孩，他不怕你生气，怕的是你生了气发了脾气后依然不去理会他，男孩的感情(感情博客,感情说吧)也同样细腻。
真正爱你的男孩，每天他的脑子里装的全是你，就连走路的时候摔了一个跟头，起来后拍拍身上的灰尘嘴角却依然挂着微笑，因为他在惦记着你。
真正爱你的男孩，他会把你的相片放在他的钱包里，时刻带在身上处处陪着你。
真正爱你的男孩，坐在公车上也会想起那份和你在一起的拥挤，因为他喜欢听你近距离的呼吸。
真正爱你的男孩，他在吃饭的时候目光都是呆滞的，对面没有了你，嘴里的饭是没有滋味滴。
真正爱你的男孩，他会省下吃饭的钱就是为了和你看一场你想看的电影。
真正爱你的男孩，他会把别的女孩子写给他的情书偷偷藏起，因为他的心里只有你。
真正爱你的男孩，他每天的生活都会很积极，因为他希望自己爱的女孩看到的是阳光的自己。
真正爱你的男孩，晚上躺在床上的时候会情不自禁地去猜测你这一天到底过的好不好，为什么自己没有打喷嚏是不是你没有轻易地把他想起。
真正爱你的男孩，他会数着星星在找你的星座，因为你勾起了他漫漫的思绪。
真正爱你的男孩，他不会轻易地把自己脆弱的一面展现给你，虽然他还不能给予你什么，但他会尽他最大的努力来保护你。
真正爱你的男孩，他也会在他最最无助的时候想起你，不是想要你帮他什么，只是希望你不要担心他自己。
真正爱你的男孩，他会把他的第一滴为女孩子哭泣的眼泪给你，因为他是那么的珍惜你。

Coke addiction...Am I childish?

I think I am really addicted to coca-cola. I dunno why I always feel like wanna drink it suddenly. I told my friends that I wanna drink coke while we are chatting on msn (it sounds ridiculous?Well, maybe it is....). One of them said I am not mature because I can't control myself (it's like if I wanted to get something, I must get it right now).This is what people called childish?I sounds like a pampered kid?I should learn how to control myself and should not ask others to do something sounds impossible for me?Yes, I admit that I am always request something ridiculous from someone but I realize that I will only do that to ... (my ex is one of the victims.... I think he experienced it more than anyone...may be I should apologize to him...).When we havn't break up, I admit that I always ask him to do this do that for me but I don't think it's ridiculous (I dunno...maybe he think it's ridiculous..). He always says that I am like a child because I can't take care of myself and he need to do this do that for me(Actually, I am really appreciate what he did for me....hehe..).Tell frankly, I like to see him to do every single thing for me and fulfill my ridiculous request.Not that I wanted to torture him, it's just because I can feel his love from everything he did for me..Besides, I like to throw tantrum at him.However, he hate to see me for being so emo. Actually, I just want him to lend me his ears and try to comfort me. I didn't mean to angry with him or show him faces.Am i sounds like a pampered kid? Or i want my boyfriend pampered me?Sometime I think my childish behavior is one of the reason that make him fed up of me.....Am I really so childish? Am i really so ridiculous? Following is a very meaningful song to me....


不够成熟 by by2
想我还是不够成熟
还达不到你的要求
我真的没有想的太多
只是怀念
你走以后
离开难道真的是解脱
难道真的要试过几次了以后才懂
倔强说不痛假装什么伤都没有
倔强抬起头决不让眼泪往下流
倔强说不痛假装什么伤都没有
真的不难过笑着和你挥挥手


想我还是不够成熟
还达不到你的要求
我真的没有想的太多
只是怀念
你走以后
离开难道真的是解脱
难道真的要试过几次了以后才懂
倔强说不痛假装什么伤都没有
倔强抬起头决不让眼泪往下流
倔强说不痛假装什么伤都没有
真的不难过笑着和你挥挥手


如果有一刻我们有缘在见
你会不会想起说过的永远


倔强说不痛假装什么伤都没有
倔强抬起头决不让眼泪往下流
倔强说不痛假装什么伤都没有
真的不难过笑着和你挥挥手

.......

當你走在最暗的路上不用害怕
當你走在最崎嶇的路上無須驚慌
因為在你的右手上
絕對有我的左手在
也許我不夠堅強
但還有你溫柔的心房可以填上

成功的人生。。

成功的秘訣就是：我一輩子都不做我不能勝任的事情，有句話說勝任愉快像我當年也是因數學，英文不好才唸中文系的，其實人最重要的是要了解自己，走最適合自己的路什麼才叫成功？
我覺得只要達到以下三點就是成功：
1.我是好人
2.我是有用的人
3.我是快樂的人
哈哈。。。在某网看到这段话。是为我而写的吗？哈哈。。。我离成功还远呢！第一，我还不了解自己，还找不到适合自己的路。。。还有呢。。我不是好人。有用的人？应该还没什么用吧。。。我是快乐的人？？哈哈。。。快乐。。。应该是种奢望吧！！哈哈。。。。我还没成功。。。你呢？？

Happy April Fool! Haha!!

有一封愚人节短信的前半段是这样：
我以后都不会在理你了。。。你不要问我为什么。。你应该自己去反省反省。。。想想看到底是为什么吧！
哈哈，既然还有人会被我这封短信骗到。。。哈哈。。。应该是被这封短信吓到了吧？？哈哈。。他既然还说There is a 80% suscess chance to cheat a people that just wake up by ur call or msg（别问我为什么是80%，我也不懂。。）。。。。哈哈。。。。你觉得你被骗是因为你刚从美梦中惊醒？哈哈。。。我倒觉得如果你平常不做对不起我的事，那你就不会被骗了。。。哈哈。。。我没被这封短信短信骗到。。。哈哈。。你呢？

Life!!!!

I am really fed up of my life!It's keep repeating and meaningless. It's so boring!!!Extremely boring!!!I think I am gonna be bored to death soon!!!! Anyone can help me??!Why I have to study here? Why i have to learn to solve those complicated calculations in finance and cost accounting?Anyone tell me why?I don't even know who am I and what I want!!!! Why everyone have at least one goal in their life except me???Is it the reason that I feel life is meaningless to me? Is it true that I must experience this kind of torturing life only can be succeed in my life? Well, I don't know what does success means to me. Career? Wealth? Haiz..Whatever it is...I am lost!!Seriously, I need some guidance!!!Can anyone tell me what is life and the way to make it meaningful and interesting?