Like it that way...

Worry of something recently but I think it's nonsense. Yes..I admit I always think too much. I think it is quite normal for us to 'think too much'. Anything could change tomorrow, even next second. There is so many constraints and uncertainty in our life. Who knows what will happen tomorrow? I am too timid to tell you what am I worrying about. I always insists to be frank to you but how come I will be like that? Haiz..I scare wat Iam worrying will make you angry..I worry this will affect pur relationship..I want it still be the way we used to be..I used to it..I can't afford any changes..I know I can't...The biggest problem is I am not sure is it you like it too. When I have enough courage to talk to you about it. Surprisingly, you feel nothing wrong with it! Yes...finally feel relieve..I don't know is it this is your true answer or you know that I like to be like that..Anyway, I trust you..I think this is what you want too...I know you will never cheat me. Now, I clearly know I make the right choice. May be the best decision that I ever made. You are the one who can give me secureness and everything that I lack of in my life. I truely believe that God send you to me to give me what I need and what I don't have..Now only I know everything exists in this world with it's reason including weaknesses. I feel so sorry...haiz...You are always there when I need you but i realize that I can't even comfort you when you feel down and dissapointed. I tried to cheer you..but I think I fail..totally fail...I fail to do what I should do..Really sorry about it...haiz...why am I so noob? What can I do? I know you tried to hide your feeling..It's so obvious that you tried to hide it in order not to make me feel bad...but still..I am so useless to do anything to make you feel better.. Tell frankly, I think you will make it at the end...hope you won't think too much and make yourself so down...

Life

Haha..Finally, the last midterm paper QT 2 has finished yesterday...haha...happy that midterm over already....quite sad also because Final exam getting nearer and nearer...I heard my friend said the Final exam timetable release already but I am not going to see it 1st...haha..I think you know what am I thinking right? lol...Something weird happens recently... QT has becomes the easiest subject to me!!! Weird changes right? As you know, my maths poor like hell. It is impossible for me to say "QT is the most easiest subject". Oh, yes..we get microecons midterm 2 result already...glad to know it's better than midterm 1 but sad to know it's not as good as what I expected.

Jo An has been transfered to another college last week. She gives up Financial Economics in Utar and choose Law in other college. May be she make the right choice. She weak in maths and other business subjects but her english really excellent.....Glad that she can choose what she really want but sad to know that I can't learn english from her anymore..haha...Anyway, all the best to you, Jo An!

May be this is what we called life. Always full of surprise and disappointment..

My friends & Me

Don't know how many days did not update my blog already..erm...may be really nothing to write...since i have nothing to say, I would like to share some picture with you all..haha...it's my first presentation this semester and it is also the first presentation of FE TG 1...haha..although we don't know the marks yet but we are quite satify with it...the most happy is my classmate say my performance is the best among my group members..haha



group members: sinyee, shuehlih, jessica, yeehong, and me..nice to be with them...

lol...this is our "good" leader...

Enthusiastic

Today is the end of the month again. When I look at my previous posts just now, I realize that I have been go through so many things these few months. It makes me think my life is not really that "empty". I know I have changed a lot.Er..I think I should say improved but not changed. I think the biggest changes or improvement is I am not that pessimistic anymore. oh....I still don't know the purpose of my life or what I wanna be in future. I don't even know what I want for tomorrow. I think the only thing that I must do now is keep improving myself to be better. I should have better attitude, better result and so on...I could have the chance to make choice
if only I am better than others. I wanna make decisions for myself and not wait for others to judge me and then put me at the place which is not suitable for me.Well, to me, one can have a good life if only he/she have the right to choose but not manipulate by others. Now, do you get what I mean? Of course, I put my best attitude forward. I am looking forward for every tomorrow. I hope you guys do that too!

You raise me up... To more than I can be

When I am down and, oh my soul, so weary;
When troubles come and my heart burdened be;
Then, I am still and wait here in the silence,
Until you come and sit awhile with me.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up... To more than I can be.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up... To more than I can be.

There is no life - no life without its hunger;
Each restless heart beats so imperfectly;
But when you come and I am filled with wonder,
Sometimes, I think I glimpse eternity.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up... To more than I can be.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up... To more than I can be.

You raise me up... To more than I can be.

It's all i wanna say to you...

Starting this post is a bit hard for me now..Er...Life has been smooth for me recently now..er..really don't know how to express the feeling now...may be the following sentences can express it more accurately..haha.

believing success, dishonor the obstacles,
believing power, dishonor the failure,

having a dream, is like having a pair of wings,
having a hope, is like having the whole world's blessing.

dreaming of succession, is not an hallucination, it is the wings that brings you to the destination.

well...may be will express it better in more logical way next time..haha

你的选择是什么？

上帝把两群羊放在草原上，一群在东，一群在西。上帝还给羊群找了两种天敌，一种是狮子，一种是狼。上帝对羊群说:“如果你们要狼，就给一只，任它随意咬你们。如果你们要狮子，就给两头，你们可以在两头狮子中任选一头，还可以随时更换。”

　　这道题的问题就是：如果你也在羊群中，你是选狼还是选狮子？

　　很容易做出选择吧？好吧，记住你的选择，接着往下看。

　　东边那群羊想,狮子比狼凶猛得多,还是要狼吧。于是,它们就要了一只狼。西边那群羊想，狮子虽然比狼凶猛得多，但我们有选择权，还是要狮子吧。于是，它们就要了两头狮子。

　　那只狼进了东边的羊群后，就开始吃羊。狼身体小，食量也小，一只羊够它吃几天了。这样羊群几天才被追杀一次。西边那群羊挑选了一头狮子，另一头则留在上帝那里。这头狮子进入羊群后,也开始吃羊。狮子不但比狼凶猛，而且食量惊人，每天都要吃一只羊。这样羊群就天天都要被追杀，惊恐万状。羊群赶紧请上帝换一头狮子。不料，上帝保管的那头狮子一直没有吃东西，正饥饿难耐,它扑进羊群，比前面那头狮子咬得更疯狂。羊群一天到晚只是逃命，连草都快吃不成了。

　　东边的羊群庆幸自己选对了天敌，又嘲笑西边的羊群没有眼光。西边的羊群非常后悔，向上帝大倒苦水,要求更换天敌，改要一只狼。上帝说：“天敌一旦确定，就不能更改,必须世代相随,你们唯一的权利是在两头狮子中选择。”

　　西边的羊群只好把两头狮子不断更换。可两头狮子同样凶残，换哪一头都比东边的羊群悲惨得多，它们索性不换了,让一头狮子吃得膘肥体壮,另一头狮子则饿得精瘦。眼看那头瘦狮子快要饿死了,羊群才请上帝换一头。

　　这头瘦狮子经过长时间的饥饿后,慢慢悟出了一个道理:自己虽然凶猛异常,一百只羊都不是对手,可是自己的命运是操纵在羊群手里的。羊群随时可以把自己送回上帝那里,让自己饱受饥饿的煎熬,甚至有可能饿死。想通这个道理后,瘦狮子就对羊群特别客气,只吃死羊和病羊,凡是健康的羊它都不吃了。羊群喜出望外,有几只小羊提议干脆固定要瘦狮子,不要那头肥狮子了。一只老公羊提醒说:“瘦狮子是怕我们送它回上帝那里挨饿,才对我们这么好。万一肥狮子饿死了,我们没有了选择的余地,瘦狮子很快就会恢复凶残的本性。”羊群觉得老羊说得有理,为了不让另一头狮子饿死,它们赶紧把它换回来。

　　原先膘肥体壮的那头狮子,已经饿得只剩下皮包骨头了,并且也懂得了自己的命运是操纵在羊群手里的道理。为了能在草原上待久一点,它竟百般讨好起羊群来。为羊群寻找水源和草场，甚至为了保护羊群不被前来骚扰东边的那头狼吃掉，去恐吓威胁殴打东边的狼。而那头被送交给上帝的狮子,则难过得流下了眼泪。

　　西边的羊群在经历了重重磨难后,终于过上了自由自在的生活。东边的那群羊的处境却越来越悲惨了,那只狼因为没有竞争对手,羊群又无法更换它,它就胡作非为,每天都要咬死几十只羊,这只狼早已不吃羊肉了,它只喝羊心里的血。它还不准羊叫,哪只叫就立刻咬死哪只。更可恨的是，那匹狼为了不让它肯定打不过的西边那头狮子来寻它的晦气，竟定时向西边的狮子提供从东边羊群里精挑细选出来的肥羊，讨好从来吃不到活羊的狮子。东边的羊群只能在心中哀叹:“早知道这样，还不如要两头狮子。”


一道很多人人就总是做错的选择题

这是一道非常简单的选择题，据传，如果拿来问西方人，大多数人都会选对，但是如果拿来问我们华人，大多数人都会选错



为什么呢？这就是思想上的不一样了，我们华人相信命运被天安排好，仍不能跟天斗，可是西方人却不一样，他们相信人定胜天，这就是不同之处！！


命运其实掌握在我们手上的！！