成功的人生。。

成功的秘訣就是：我一輩子都不做我不能勝任的事情，有句話說勝任愉快像我當年也是因數學，英文不好才唸中文系的，其實人最重要的是要了解自己，走最適合自己的路什麼才叫成功？
我覺得只要達到以下三點就是成功：
1.我是好人
2.我是有用的人
3.我是快樂的人
哈哈。。。在某网看到这段话。是为我而写的吗？哈哈。。。我离成功还远呢！第一，我还不了解自己，还找不到适合自己的路。。。还有呢。。我不是好人。有用的人？应该还没什么用吧。。。我是快乐的人？？哈哈。。。快乐。。。应该是种奢望吧！！哈哈。。。。我还没成功。。。你呢？？

Happy April Fool! Haha!!

有一封愚人节短信的前半段是这样：
我以后都不会在理你了。。。你不要问我为什么。。你应该自己去反省反省。。。想想看到底是为什么吧！
哈哈，既然还有人会被我这封短信骗到。。。哈哈。。。应该是被这封短信吓到了吧？？哈哈。。他既然还说There is a 80% suscess chance to cheat a people that just wake up by ur call or msg（别问我为什么是80%，我也不懂。。）。。。。哈哈。。。。你觉得你被骗是因为你刚从美梦中惊醒？哈哈。。。我倒觉得如果你平常不做对不起我的事，那你就不会被骗了。。。哈哈。。。我没被这封短信短信骗到。。。哈哈。。你呢？

Life!!!!

I am really fed up of my life!It's keep repeating and meaningless. It's so boring!!!Extremely boring!!!I think I am gonna be bored to death soon!!!! Anyone can help me??!Why I have to study here? Why i have to learn to solve those complicated calculations in finance and cost accounting?Anyone tell me why?I don't even know who am I and what I want!!!! Why everyone have at least one goal in their life except me???Is it the reason that I feel life is meaningless to me? Is it true that I must experience this kind of torturing life only can be succeed in my life? Well, I don't know what does success means to me. Career? Wealth? Haiz..Whatever it is...I am lost!!Seriously, I need some guidance!!!Can anyone tell me what is life and the way to make it meaningful and interesting?

嫉妒是把双刃刀，最后不是刺伤别人，就是刺进自己心里。。。

Today I met xxx in lecture class, I just couldn't know why it can affect my mood.Well, we are not enemy, I don't think that we hate each other, neither she and I. May be I am only the one to be so sensitive and thinking too much. Well, I think I got such a weird feeling towards her just because of jealousy. I have to admit that I jealous of her good result. I know I shouldn't jealous. I know she can get good result because she really put a lot of effort on her study but i just couldn't control myself not to jealous. This also remind me about another girl that make me jealous. Well, she is a pretty girl but I don't think she has good characters ( she seems like so naive but like to take advantage form others, selfish and many more...).It is not only my opinion, it's also based on my friends' observation. Although she is not that good, she can always get whatever she wanted. She get a good boyfriend. Handsome, rich, and treat her very well. She can always get branded stuff, free vacation and so on from her boyfriend. It's eye sore to see that, don't you think so? I don't think she deserve it. By the way, i just want to share my opinions and express my feeling(I know I don't have the right to judge and criticize others). Hehe. I am not a good girl too since I am always jealous with what others have. I think I should satisfy with my current state.Haiz....嫉妒是把双刃刀，最后不是刺伤别人，就是刺进自己心里。。。This sentence is really meaningful. I think jealousy will only hurt myself since I wouldn't harm others even I am extremely jealous and not satisfy with them. Hehe. I think I really have to control myself not to jealous with what others have. Hehe. May be i should tell myself I am better than them and I deserve better. I am thick-skinned, am I?

不是你不在乎，只是我把你看得太重。。。

如果当时你没有离开我，我是否还会觉得孤独？如果你不曾走进我心里，我现在还会不会想起你？也许能戒掉想你的习惯，就不会那么容易觉得疲惫吧？如果人生真的能有选择，我好希望能永远睡得像她那么甜。真的好矛盾，我想逃避对你一切的记忆，却又想能在梦里回到我们以前的那段日子。好多年了，我始终忘不了你的一切，你的眼神，你的笑容，你对我许下的承诺，我从没忘记过，但我知道它不会实现了。我想偶而想念你，应该也是种幸福吧？曾几何时，我真的好爱好爱你，我真的好希望能和你一起走到最后，也许现在连想像这一切都是种奢望吧。。。虽然你已不能和我一起走到人生的尽头，但你将永远存在于我心里的某个角落。我知道如果我不把你遗忘，我的幸福会离我越来越远。。有句话很有道理，不是你不在乎，只是我把你看得太重。是的，我不会再介意你是否还爱我，在乎我。。。。是我不应该把你看得太重，你只不过是我生命中一个特别的过客。。。如果还有机会在见到你，我希望我能告诉你，是的，我已经不再想起你了。。。。是的我想我会忘了你。。

Happy Family...

This is what I experience when I went to KL with my friend. Well, i think i start with my friend first. He came late to meet me at Pudu! I really hate him at that time.I throw tantrum and scold him directly when he sms and call me.Why everytime go out with him he sure come late?!When he reach Pudu, I scold him and didn't care how others look at us .My friend keep apologize and trying to comfort me at that time (I wonder he will still do that if he is not wooing me...may be he will just leave me alone or he will slap me or scold me?!).Actually, i know he does not mean to do that but i just coundn't control myself.Luckily he didn't angry with me..haha...He even went to 7-11 bought ferreror rocher and coca-cola for me.He thought that will make me not angry with him.Hehe.He was wrong.I didn't even eat it.Haha.I think I am really bad!Sorry,I didn't mean to do that too.Well, his relative really impress me.I am so envy that they are so close to each other and their relation is really good.My friend keep telling me that his family like me a lot. Yes, I can feel that(actually this is not the first time i meet his family). I like to be with his family too. It's so warm!I wish I could have the same relative too!Haha.His relative treat me so nice.They treat me just like I am their family member!They are so sincere.I can tell from what they do for me and the way they treat me.They even fetch me back to Kampar just because I overslept.I am really appreciate it.Too bad I really don't know how to show my appreciation.I feel so guilty upon this. What i can do is only say thank you to them.Well, I really wish I can be their family member too but I think it's really quite impossible.Er..After all, i just want to say I really feel warm and happy when staying with them and I really hope they can have good relationship forever.

甜甜的感觉。。淡淡的幸福。。。

不知大家曾经有过甜甜的感觉？
如果说快乐是浓浓的幸福，那甜甜的感觉则是淡淡的幸福。。
曾经我以为甜甜的感觉仅仅存在于恋人之间，但我发现原来这种感觉也能存在于家人和朋友间。。。哈哈。。。我觉得呢其实甜甜的感觉比快乐的的感觉更难得。呃。。怎么说呢？呃。。。可能甜甜的感觉是一种只有在对的时间和对的人才能感觉到的感觉吧。。。换句话说它是种可遇不可求的感觉吧。。。哈哈。。。我想如果你不曾亲身体验应该很难明白我在说什么吧。。哈哈。。被爱让我第一次尝到了这种感觉的滋味。当时还天真地以为只要能和爱我的人永远在一起，那么这种神奇的感觉就永远不会消失。但现实往往是残酷的，爱不仅让你觉得甜，接踵而来的是心痛和心碎的感觉。这几天我发觉原来不止被爱才会有这种感觉。。哈哈。。至于为什么又有这种感觉呢？我并不想在这里和大家分享。。。哈哈。。很自私吧？哈哈。。。这就是我。。哈哈。。就告诉你一点点，有时候发发脾气也是会有这种感觉。。哈哈。。。我想也许有天我会忘了什么事让我感觉快乐，但我不会忘了什么事让我有这种甜甜的感觉。。。哈哈。。。它是心中永远的记忆，一个永远磨灭不去的烙印。