真正爱你的男人(第一篇)

真爱你的男孩什么样?
真正爱你的男孩，总是喜欢叫你小妹妹，可每次心里感到脆弱的时候，还是会用姐姐来称呼你。
真正爱你的男孩，虽然想听你对他说“亲爱的”，其实心里更愿意听的是“你个死人，你跑到了哪里？“
真正爱你的男孩，虽然有很长一段时间他看不到你，但你会发现他的手机里保存的全是你发给他的暧昧的信息。
真正爱你的男孩，他会故意说要你给他唱歌听，其实他更喜欢的是你和他在温柔的争执的可爱的脾气。
真正爱的男孩，他嘴上虽然说不在乎你和别的男孩交往，可是每当有陌生的男人和你接触时，他会偷偷地将眉毛锁在一起，因为他在乎着你。
真正爱你的男孩，他不怕你生气，怕的是你生了气发了脾气后依然不去理会他，男孩的感情(感情博客,感情说吧)也同样细腻。
真正爱你的男孩，每天他的脑子里装的全是你，就连走路的时候摔了一个跟头，起来后拍拍身上的灰尘嘴角却依然挂着微笑，因为他在惦记着你。
真正爱你的男孩，他会把你的相片放在他的钱包里，时刻带在身上处处陪着你。
真正爱你的男孩，坐在公车上也会想起那份和你在一起的拥挤，因为他喜欢听你近距离的呼吸。
真正爱你的男孩，他在吃饭的时候目光都是呆滞的，对面没有了你，嘴里的饭是没有滋味滴。
真正爱你的男孩，他会省下吃饭的钱就是为了和你看一场你想看的电影。
真正爱你的男孩，他会把别的女孩子写给他的情书偷偷藏起，因为他的心里只有你。
真正爱你的男孩，他每天的生活都会很积极，因为他希望自己爱的女孩看到的是阳光的自己。
真正爱你的男孩，晚上躺在床上的时候会情不自禁地去猜测你这一天到底过的好不好，为什么自己没有打喷嚏是不是你没有轻易地把他想起。
真正爱你的男孩，他会数着星星在找你的星座，因为你勾起了他漫漫的思绪。
真正爱你的男孩，他不会轻易地把自己脆弱的一面展现给你，虽然他还不能给予你什么，但他会尽他最大的努力来保护你。
真正爱你的男孩，他也会在他最最无助的时候想起你，不是想要你帮他什么，只是希望你不要担心他自己。
真正爱你的男孩，他会把他的第一滴为女孩子哭泣的眼泪给你，因为他是那么的珍惜你。

Coke addiction...Am I childish?

I think I am really addicted to coca-cola. I dunno why I always feel like wanna drink it suddenly. I told my friends that I wanna drink coke while we are chatting on msn (it sounds ridiculous?Well, maybe it is....). One of them said I am not mature because I can't control myself (it's like if I wanted to get something, I must get it right now).This is what people called childish?I sounds like a pampered kid?I should learn how to control myself and should not ask others to do something sounds impossible for me?Yes, I admit that I am always request something ridiculous from someone but I realize that I will only do that to ... (my ex is one of the victims.... I think he experienced it more than anyone...may be I should apologize to him...).When we havn't break up, I admit that I always ask him to do this do that for me but I don't think it's ridiculous (I dunno...maybe he think it's ridiculous..). He always says that I am like a child because I can't take care of myself and he need to do this do that for me(Actually, I am really appreciate what he did for me....hehe..).Tell frankly, I like to see him to do every single thing for me and fulfill my ridiculous request.Not that I wanted to torture him, it's just because I can feel his love from everything he did for me..Besides, I like to throw tantrum at him.However, he hate to see me for being so emo. Actually, I just want him to lend me his ears and try to comfort me. I didn't mean to angry with him or show him faces.Am i sounds like a pampered kid? Or i want my boyfriend pampered me?Sometime I think my childish behavior is one of the reason that make him fed up of me.....Am I really so childish? Am i really so ridiculous? Following is a very meaningful song to me....


不够成熟 by by2
想我还是不够成熟
还达不到你的要求
我真的没有想的太多
只是怀念
你走以后
离开难道真的是解脱
难道真的要试过几次了以后才懂
倔强说不痛假装什么伤都没有
倔强抬起头决不让眼泪往下流
倔强说不痛假装什么伤都没有
真的不难过笑着和你挥挥手


想我还是不够成熟
还达不到你的要求
我真的没有想的太多
只是怀念
你走以后
离开难道真的是解脱
难道真的要试过几次了以后才懂
倔强说不痛假装什么伤都没有
倔强抬起头决不让眼泪往下流
倔强说不痛假装什么伤都没有
真的不难过笑着和你挥挥手


如果有一刻我们有缘在见
你会不会想起说过的永远


倔强说不痛假装什么伤都没有
倔强抬起头决不让眼泪往下流
倔强说不痛假装什么伤都没有
真的不难过笑着和你挥挥手

.......

當你走在最暗的路上不用害怕
當你走在最崎嶇的路上無須驚慌
因為在你的右手上
絕對有我的左手在
也許我不夠堅強
但還有你溫柔的心房可以填上

成功的人生。。

成功的秘訣就是：我一輩子都不做我不能勝任的事情，有句話說勝任愉快像我當年也是因數學，英文不好才唸中文系的，其實人最重要的是要了解自己，走最適合自己的路什麼才叫成功？
我覺得只要達到以下三點就是成功：
1.我是好人
2.我是有用的人
3.我是快樂的人
哈哈。。。在某网看到这段话。是为我而写的吗？哈哈。。。我离成功还远呢！第一，我还不了解自己，还找不到适合自己的路。。。还有呢。。我不是好人。有用的人？应该还没什么用吧。。。我是快乐的人？？哈哈。。。快乐。。。应该是种奢望吧！！哈哈。。。。我还没成功。。。你呢？？

Happy April Fool! Haha!!

有一封愚人节短信的前半段是这样：
我以后都不会在理你了。。。你不要问我为什么。。你应该自己去反省反省。。。想想看到底是为什么吧！
哈哈，既然还有人会被我这封短信骗到。。。哈哈。。。应该是被这封短信吓到了吧？？哈哈。。他既然还说There is a 80% suscess chance to cheat a people that just wake up by ur call or msg（别问我为什么是80%，我也不懂。。）。。。。哈哈。。。。你觉得你被骗是因为你刚从美梦中惊醒？哈哈。。。我倒觉得如果你平常不做对不起我的事，那你就不会被骗了。。。哈哈。。。我没被这封短信短信骗到。。。哈哈。。你呢？

Life!!!!

I am really fed up of my life!It's keep repeating and meaningless. It's so boring!!!Extremely boring!!!I think I am gonna be bored to death soon!!!! Anyone can help me??!Why I have to study here? Why i have to learn to solve those complicated calculations in finance and cost accounting?Anyone tell me why?I don't even know who am I and what I want!!!! Why everyone have at least one goal in their life except me???Is it the reason that I feel life is meaningless to me? Is it true that I must experience this kind of torturing life only can be succeed in my life? Well, I don't know what does success means to me. Career? Wealth? Haiz..Whatever it is...I am lost!!Seriously, I need some guidance!!!Can anyone tell me what is life and the way to make it meaningful and interesting?

嫉妒是把双刃刀，最后不是刺伤别人，就是刺进自己心里。。。

Today I met xxx in lecture class, I just couldn't know why it can affect my mood.Well, we are not enemy, I don't think that we hate each other, neither she and I. May be I am only the one to be so sensitive and thinking too much. Well, I think I got such a weird feeling towards her just because of jealousy. I have to admit that I jealous of her good result. I know I shouldn't jealous. I know she can get good result because she really put a lot of effort on her study but i just couldn't control myself not to jealous. This also remind me about another girl that make me jealous. Well, she is a pretty girl but I don't think she has good characters ( she seems like so naive but like to take advantage form others, selfish and many more...).It is not only my opinion, it's also based on my friends' observation. Although she is not that good, she can always get whatever she wanted. She get a good boyfriend. Handsome, rich, and treat her very well. She can always get branded stuff, free vacation and so on from her boyfriend. It's eye sore to see that, don't you think so? I don't think she deserve it. By the way, i just want to share my opinions and express my feeling(I know I don't have the right to judge and criticize others). Hehe. I am not a good girl too since I am always jealous with what others have. I think I should satisfy with my current state.Haiz....嫉妒是把双刃刀，最后不是刺伤别人，就是刺进自己心里。。。This sentence is really meaningful. I think jealousy will only hurt myself since I wouldn't harm others even I am extremely jealous and not satisfy with them. Hehe. I think I really have to control myself not to jealous with what others have. Hehe. May be i should tell myself I am better than them and I deserve better. I am thick-skinned, am I?